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Divorced New Yorkerliving in South East Florida Former Para Legal, Former owner of Medical Biz, smart , witty, persistant, warm, considerate, With much Intergrity & Kindness, Fibromyaligia & Other Neuro Endocrine Disorders are Two of My causes, follow me on twitter@ Blairnboca

Friday, September 24, 2010

Musings Of My Life & Causes: Friday with Fibro

Musings Of My Life & Causes: Friday with Fibro: "So here it is another Friday still struggling with the pain, The insurance company, No idea how much longer I can keep up the fight with mak..."

Friday with Fibro

So here it is another Friday still struggling with the pain, The insurance company, No idea how much longer I can keep up the fight with making phone calls, advocating & more. Who is advocating for me ? No one but myself. Yes i sign petitions, post, share, do all the right things yet here i am on SSI and an hmo medicaid plan that is horrible and i can't get any help. So much for this supposed great new health care act. what about me ? Tired of pain, not being able to go the appropriate dr's to treat Fibromyaligia, spinal stenosis, My TMJ pain, And i have several tumors on my Parotid Glands. That in itself is an entire chapter.

Yes they did a core biopsy, said something is wrong but they don't know what, come back & see me in Three months, What is going to be different in 3 months i ask ? Absolutely nothing, THey just keep on growing and hurt me more each day,.

I have one grown daughter who is married and is not talking to me now, why who knows, i have grown tired trying to figure out other's irrational behaviour. perhaps it is her controlling husband, And a grand daughter who i have yet to be allowed to see. You know the saying no good deed goes unpunished, well perhaps I should stop doing so many good deeds.

Now to my living situation, not to good when u are forced to live with your mother and an older sister.