Another day in Paradise ?

Well another day in so called Paradise, all depends on if you like palm trees, & rip currents, suburbia, etc. Another adventure , Drove to the Emergency Room Saturday Night October 2nd & as soon as you say HEART HEART, You are never put on a waiting list, they just bring you right in. Good and bad , depending on you view things, Well have been having these boom booms in my chest, ignored it for as long as I could , thus three weeks later I drove myself to ER alone as usual. Well the best part of my visit was The ER Dr. giving me some IV. Valium So now I hae an extra heartbeat, or a premature heartbeat etc. After seeing two cardiologists,  blood work, A stress test without shoes , sneakers etc, machines i can't even remember the name of and more scans than i have gone thru at airports I am now pondering if there is any connection to this and Fibromyaligia. Of course stress does acceserbate this but stress makes it all worse, I am on information overload. One more thing to research,. Fed up & tired. You don't sleep in the hospital. So here i am with perfect cholesterol, low normal blood pressure, and an extra beat. I could use some extra money screw the heartbeat stuff. And the beat goes on and on and on,.

Musings Of My Life & Causes: Friday with Fibro

Musings Of My Life & Causes: Friday with Fibro: "So here it is another Friday still struggling with the pain, The insurance company, No idea how much longer I can keep up the fight with mak..."

Friday with Fibro

So here it is another Friday still struggling with the pain, The insurance company, No idea how much longer I can keep up the fight with making phone calls, advocating & more. Who is advocating for me ? No one but myself. Yes i sign petitions, post, share, do all the right things yet here i am on SSI and an hmo medicaid plan that is horrible and i can't get any help. So much for this supposed great new health care act. what about me ? Tired of pain, not being able to go the appropriate dr's to treat Fibromyaligia, spinal stenosis, My TMJ pain, And i have several tumors on my Parotid Glands. That in itself is an entire chapter.

Yes they did a core biopsy, said something is wrong but they don't know what, come back & see me in Three months, What is going to be different in 3 months i ask ? Absolutely nothing, THey just keep on growing and hurt me more each day,.

I have one grown daughter who is married and is not talking to me now, why who knows, i have grown tired trying to figure out other's irrational behaviour. perhaps it is her controlling husband, And a grand daughter who i have yet to be allowed to see. You know the saying no good deed goes unpunished, well perhaps I should stop doing so many good deeds.

Now to my living situation, not to good when u are forced to live with your mother and an older sister.